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DRESSCODE BIRTHDAY OUTFIT “A sentimentalist” 

MUSIC  “This motherfucker can DANCE. That is a fact. Under Pressure…..”

WHAT TO EXPECT  “Minutes 0:13, 0:19, 0:35″

Simply Amazing

Listens

FOR YOU #PUSS

 

Time what you are
why are you hide
don’t you speak
know you’re lying
you’re only have a love for me
you’ll never care and will know me
absolution explanations
I only have a love for you

this is how it goes we won’t forgive you
but on my watch there’s nothing I can do to you
you only have a love for me
I’ll make you see the cause keep on changing
but there’s a promise that can’t be broken, no
I only have a love for you

Coming from a place of fear
but this never be that crib
my strong devotion to you
I only have a love for you x5

 

Paris, FR #03

to: toujours cool.

to: Mister Soup & the Smiling Tomatoes

to: mean the most

to:summer grooves x sandy beach tune

to:elise x fulfill tune

“Free love it most definitely was not. The idea was for men and women not to have relationships at all”

to:~ やさしさに包まれたなら~ × emptiness tune

to:für elise

so I see,

went back to listen to Für Elise again and again, patiently, absorbed, lining self engagement / involvement out or as little as possible, more of Beethoven’s Für Elise not mine… How much I tried to acknowledge truthfulness story behind, this song meaning by the owner of the story he was telling, yet I still felt it was full of joy. One’s happy can cry.

The story was that his lover turned his proposal down to marry the man she love. full stop.

Down a steep ragged hill across a rock gurgling streams into the valley low.

What is my feeling in words may limit that Fur Elise represent the gap, missing, untold rich loveliness affection story that had between them. Therefore, heartful felt, 6 senses complexity, at one’s peak, completion human capability. Perfect formula of all feeling beyond words has addressed in world’s record. Sad, happy, funny, haunting, tiring, wagering, eager and greed. For more the sweetest pain.

As if a child has just born, blank, plain, crystal clear purity, taking in like a sponge, beginning to learn the world of suffering as a coin,  as if a fairytale children enjoy before bedtime to drive in dream. Child = dream. that is also what worth being a child!  Story that always repeated regardless of its sweetness tragedy. And perhaps it’s suitable for first learner to understand the meaning, story behind rhythm of deepest mood human would express.

when words fall, music speaks.

who’s know how he’s really felt when was composing this pieces, even if himself may not know,  or if it does he would probably not be a pianist compose for living. What a beauty creature human is, uncertainty born to certain consequences.

To make it a recognition as art, an ending part is missing. I’d added up , by all means, for sake of others joy, that when I was a little girl aged around 7 ish, my beautiful mother given my sister and I this beautiful rococo built, renaissance touched those swirl column painted dreamy, eye candy Für Elise music box like others child has had, the first attachment item that (never let go) hardly can sleep without looking, touching to feel the softness of trek wooden enamel covered. Caving to rewind that one and only tune it had over and over again,….. full of joy and happiness was felt and ragged when it done. Not until many toys to come. So does Für Elise?

Happiness.

Beethoven able to give his own happiness up (on Elise) and start to (be blessed with Elise) enjoy happiness of her. Ultimate the meaning of Arts would be address. Enjoy happiness of others. One’s sorrow sharpen to a  good round edge for the most beautiful happy ending.

“rag that old tune” the music box. Dated. . . passer de la misère à la richesse . . .

nice° all that is.

to:islands blues

to:little star × kitten tune

to:now at last × gigi beloved sister tune

×

to:ocean city girl × will tune

to:precious × self conflict tune

The greatest foes, and whom we must chiefly combat, are within

– Miguel De Cervantes

to:scarlet ribbons × daughter’s♥ tune

to:the show × magic tune

to:the go find × road tune

to:mm × anchor summer tune

to:picture in motion

Second best of my favourite do in LDN apart from eating and mumbling I resided at totally opposite side of town to where I live just gigging and wind people up in East London. Yakuza Cat a-chaaaaaa sky-high kicking

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to:another day breathe × wake up tune

to:mango tree × spring tune

to:dreamin’ × me tune

to:time to wander × cat tune

to:4some

I have been thinking restlessly of my childhood memory … an utter childhood nostalgia, no nonsense, and it’s not pretentious. Just that good honest feeling. Heartedly beloved friends ♥ Kyoko chan, Chocheun chan and Jun chan. …… and I miss them so much, waiting for time we will be together again, to do this,

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CC

JUN

KYOKO

GRAPE

WE GIG

And much more……. my dearest friends♥